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    9/9/2005

    Hmmm....a ramble!

    I wish I had more thoughts running around my head at the moment, but the truth is, I don't.  I am sorta at the crossroads in my life, especially with relationships, and it hasn't been the smooth transition I thought it would be from the 'teen years'.  Falling in love with someone who not only has similiar values and morals, but an understanding of how mature relationships work, is extremely difficult today.  Sometimes I just want to quit the game and live the life of a gigalo.  Sure,  I find many women who comprehend what it takes to be in a healthy realtionship that will invest 110%, yet it is never the ones I want to be nor can see myself with.  How ironic life is.  But then again, I really shouldn't complain much because my wisdom stems from my experiences, both good and bad.  I should though, start accepting people who want to give me the world more openly;  I am only cheating myself out of something wonderful by ignoring them to take on the more "challenging" drama queens.  Ugh.
     
    Why are people so selfish today?  Do men and women act this way because they believe relationships as we age are the same as when we were younger, say late teens early twenties?   Or is it because no one is willing to give much of themselves in fear of being hurt if it ends?  A few of my recent experiences have seemingly been one sided as far as emotions were concerned, and that troubles me.  I know how unique and special I am in the world of men, yet the women I choose seem to either be too blinded to this fact, too imature on how to act properly in a mature relationship, or are just simply emotionally unavailable (which is the worst).  Not to say that I don't have my faults, because I do, just like every other human walking the planet.  It's just that I know I usually go above and beyond for anyone I love through action (not simply words) unless I feel like I am the primary giver, being purposely walked on or taken advantage of.  I can do a lot, but chasing a one sided person has never been my thing.  If there was anything good that has come out of my past, it is knowing that being a doormat and a passive person only invites abuse from certain individuals.  Be loving when it is invited and firm when it is threatened.
     
    Why is it that people also want to control their emotions in an unproductive way, llike instead of just going with the flow when sparks fly, they choose to supress them until they're "comfortable" sharing with a significant other?  I never got this either.  Nothing can progess naturally if there is a limit put of any type of emotion, period.  And how can another person handle such an excuse knowing it isn't part of the natural process?  I understand people don't rush into relationships or openly share their feelings because of bad things that have happened in their past, but guess what...it has happened to ALL of us in our past!  I can never stop myself from feeling butterflies for someone new and different in my life, especially if they're meeting me half way, just because of an unfortunate experience I had in my past.  That is just plain childish.  I never understood that angle, though luckily it hasn't happened to me more than a couple of times in my lfe.  Appreciate what you have in front of you, go with the flow, and don't let anything from the past influence your judgement.  Experience gives us situational awareness, not the power to judge or stereotype people. 
     
    Also, why do certain women try to be deceptive and change their stories several times within a short amount of time?  I don't know what makes them think I have "noobie" written on my forehead(maybe it is my good nature), but the truth of the matter is is that I have more experience than most of them want to know.   I have played every single game in the book since I hit puberty, and although when I did it wasn't right, one positive thing has come out of it, and it is knowing when someone is lying to me or trying to cover their tracks.  I hate that.  I couldn't be anything but honest and upfront with anyone I loved, so why isn't it reciprocated sometimes?  I guess it goes back to people just being selfish.  Telling me one thing only to change your stance or add new information when questioned is not attractive or productive, and it only makes me suspicious and pushes me away.  If you don't want to be loyal with one person, regardless of having a title of boyfriend/girlfriend, then at least be honest.  That is an obligation and should be discussed openly, especially when two people are already having sexual relations with each other.  Not being upfront and then having someone find out own their own that another is lying paints a skank and whore potrait, regardless of the sexes, and the person caught in the act is deserving of that title in my opinion.
     
    I can go on and on, but I'll stop here.  If some of it doesnt make sense, just ignore it.  Afterall, it is a rant, and I was typing this in between my flights in World of Warcraft.  :-D
    9/6/2005

    Another great tune on an uneventful day

    The original was done by Stevie Wonder, remade by artists such as Donell Jones and Luther Vandross.  Great lyrics, great song.
     
    Song:  Knocks me off my feet
     
    Lyrics:
     
    Verse 1
    I see us in the park
    strolling the summer days of imaginings in my head
    And words from my heart told only to the wind
    Felt even without being said

    B-Section
    I don't wanna bore you with my troubles
    But there's something 'bout your love
    That makes me weak and knocks me off my feet
    There's something 'bout your love
    That makes me weak and knocks me off my feet
    Knocks me off my feet

    Chorus
    I don't wanna bore you with it
    Oh but I love you, I love you, I love you
    I don't wanna bore you with it
    Oh but I love you, I love you, I love you

    More and more

    Verse 2
    We lay beneath the stars under a lover's tree
    That seems through the eyes of my mind
    I reach out for the part of me that lives in you
    That only our two hearts can find

    B-Section
    But I don't wanna bore you with my troubles, yeah
    I don't wanna bore you with my troubles
    But there's something 'bout your love
    That makes me weak and knocks me off my feet
    There's something 'bout your love
    That makes me weak and knocks me off my feet
    Knocks me off my feet

    Chorus-out

    8/31/2005

    Relationship Rules

    Human beings crave intimacy, need to love and be loved. Yet people have much trouble doing so.

    It's clear from the many letters I get that lots of folks have no idea what a healthy relationship even looks like. So I'm using this space as an attempt to remedy the problem.

    From many sources and many experts, I have culled some basic rules of relationships. This is by no means an exhaustive list. But it's a start. Print them out and pin them up on your refrigerator door.

    1. Choose a partner wisely and well. We are attracted to people for all kinds of reasons. They remind us of someone from our past. They shower us with gifts and make us feel important. Evaluate a potential partner as you would a friend; look at their character, personality, values, their generosity of spirit, the relationship between their words and actions, their relationships with others.

    2. Know your partner's beliefs about relationships. Different people have different and often conflicting beliefs about relationships. You don't want to fall in love with someone who expects lots of dishonesty in relationships; they'll create it where it doesn't exist.

    3. Don't confuse sex with love. Especially in the beginning of a relationship, attraction and pleasure in sex are often mistaken for love.

    4. Know your needs and speak up for them clearly. A relationship is not a guessing game. Many people, men as well as women, fear stating their needs and, as a result, camouflage them. The result is disappointment at not getting what they want and anger at a partner for not having met their (unstated) needs. Closeness cannot occur without honesty. Your partner is not a mind reader.

    5. View yourselves as a team, which means you are two unique individuals bringing different perspectives and strengths. That, according to relationship expert Diane Sollee, M.S.W., director of SmartMarriages, an international effort to teach relationship skills to couples, is the value of a team -- your differences.

    6. Know how to respect and manage differences; it's the key to success in a relationship. Disagreements don't sink relationships. Name-calling does. Learn how to handle the negative feelings that are the unavoidable byproduct of the differences between two people. Stonewalling or avoiding conflicts is NOT managing them.

    7. If you don't understand or like something your partner is doing, ask about it and why he or she is doing it. Talk and explore, don't assume.

    8. Solve problems as they arise. Don't let resentments simmer. Most of what goes wrong in relationships can be traced to hurt feelings, leading partners to erect defenses against one another and to become strangers. Or enemies.

    9. Learn to negotiate. Modern relationships no longer rely on roles cast by the culture. Couples create their own roles, so that virtually every act requires negotiation. It works best when good will prevails. Because people's needs are fluid and change over time, and life's demands change too, good relationships are negotiated and renegotiated all the time.

    10. Listen, truly listen, to your partner's concerns and complaints without judgment. Much of the time, just having someone listen is all we need. It opens the door to confiding. And empathy is crucial. Look at things from your partner's perspective as well as your own.

    11. Work hard at maintaining closeness. Closeness doesn't happen by itself. In its absence, people drift apart and are susceptible to affairs. A good relationship isn't an end goal; it's a lifelong process maintained through regular attention.

    12. Take a long-range view. A marriage is an agreement to spend a future together. Check out your dreams with each other regularly to make sure you're both on the same path. Update your dreams regularly.

    13. Never underestimate the power of good grooming.

    14. Sex is good. Pillow talk is better. Sex is easy, intimacy is difficult. It requires honesty, openness, self-disclosure, confiding concerns, fears, sadnesses as well as hopes and dreams.

    15. Never go to sleep angry. Try a little tenderness.

    16. Apologize, apologize, apologize. Anyone can make a mistake. Repair attempts are crucial -- highly predictive of marital happiness. They can be clumsy or funny, even sarcastic -- but willingness to make up after an argument is central to every happy marriage.

    17. Some dependency is good, but complete dependency on a partner for all one's needs is an invitation to unhappiness for both partners. We're all dependent to a degree -- on friends, mentors, spouses -- and men have just as many dependency needs as women.

    18. Maintain self-respect and self-esteem. It's easier for someone to like you and to be around you when you like yourself. Research has shown that the more roles people fill, the more sources of self-esteem they have. Meaningful work -- paid or volunteer -- has long been one of the most important ways to exercise and fortify a sense of self.

    19. Enrich your relationship by bringing into it new interests from outside the relationship. The more passions in life that you have and share, the richer your relationship will be. It is unrealistic to expect one person to meet all of your needs in life.

    20. Cooperate, cooperate, cooperate. Share responsibilities. Relationships work ONLY when they are two-way streets, with much give and take.

    21. Stay open to spontaneity.

    22. Maintain your energy. Stay healthy.

    23. Recognize that all relationships have their ups and downs and do not ride at a continuous high all the time. No relationship is perfect all the time. Working together through the hard times will make the relationship stronger.

    24. Make good sense of a bad relationship by examining it as a reflection of your beliefs about yourself. Don't just run away from a bad relationship; you'll only repeat it with the next partner. Use it as a mirror to look at yourself, to understand what part of you is creating this relationship. Change yourself before you change your relationship.

    25. Understand that love is not an absolute, not a limited commodity that you're in of or out of. Says Sollee: It's a feeling that ebbs and flows depending on how you treat each other. If you learn new ways to interact, the feelings can come flowing back, often stronger than before.

     

    Source: Psychology Today  

    8/29/2005

    Something to make you all think of what is truly important in life.

    Just simply, wow.  I am so much like Kenny, the man who wrote this blog.  Please take the time to visit his MSN page, listed in the source below.  The man has more heart, insight and knowledge than most people you come across daily.  I wish him all the best, and will be visiting and commenting on his page regularly going forward.  It's good to know that hopeless romantics, as well as people with huge hearts wanting to love still exist, even when faced with extreme adveristy in their own lives.  And how truly sad it is when people and society treat you differently if you no longer fit the mold of what is considered "normal", "appealing" or "dateable".  I thank the Lord for my differences, for seeing beyond physical beauty; which never really matters at all, and seeing people for who they truly are inside. And that is more important than anything else anyone tries to make excuses for.  Anyone who tells you differently is living in a world void of self worth and emotion...love comes with no baggage, no hangups, no facades, no limitations, no requirements, no rules, and no boundaries.  Believe it.
     

    Crosses to bear

     

    Everyone has a cross to bear, doesn't matter who you are.  And although mine is a rather heavy load, I try to carry it as quietly as possible.  But sometimes you buckle under the weight, and just want to scream.  This is me screaming/venting... They say that everything happens for reason.  Is this my purpose?  Is this going to be my job for life?  A muse?  An inspiration to the masses?  Am I just a web site that reminds people to appreciate their lives? 

    Well... I hate this job.  I don't want it, never did.  I never wanted to be this person that realigns perspectives about life.  I want a life of my own!  I never wanted notoriety, I just wanted a simple, boring little life.  I didn't want to change the world for thousands... I just wanted to do it for one girl.  A life completely under the radar, except to that one person.  But I don't get to live my own life anymore, everyone else does.  I get to stand off to the side, and watch life pass me by.  For everyone else, life goes on without me.  I'm nothing more than a spectator now.  Nothing but entertainment for the multitudes. 

    And to top it off... I am cursed with being a hopeless romantic.  You know, there's a reason it's called hopeless.  I just want a normal brain, a normal heart.  Not this hyperactive, overly analytical brain that drives me insane each night.  And maybe one of those hearts that actually rests nicely under your rib cage, not planted firmly on your sleeve.  But Noooooo, not this guy.  I have always been known to shoot way out of my league, and that hasn't changed.  Now, the "unattainable" group has just grown exponentially.  I fall for girls that I will never have.  There's always a reason I can't have them; they are taken, too guarded, emotionally unavailable, or too busy.  There will always be something more appealing.

    But the worst thing is not even being considered or noticed.  I can't even count how many times I have met someone who is "totally moved, and inspired" by the person I am... and then they say "Now, if I could just find a guy like that."  That is a good reminder of my new reality.  Instead of having a perfect relationship... I am this faceless inspiration that guides people through their own.  While my heart and soul appeal to everyone... the fact of the matter is this is not a life you want to join.  Everyone thinks that they can... but really it's not possible. 

    Adding insult to injury, is the fact that I know I have less to offer.  What most people don't know, is that I was the same person I am now before I was hurt.  "A Broken Man's Plea" wasn't just something I came up with after I got hurt... it was who I was.  It's difficult to know that I only have 50% of myself to offer someone.  And the physical stuff does not mean sexually.  I'm talking about holding her hand, putting a ring on her finger, dancing at the wedding, etc.   Knowing this, I've come to the realization that I will probably never be a woman's first choice.  I think a woman will have to have experienced everything she wanted in life and exhausted all other avenues before they realize that the connection is all that matters. 

    And I've always clung to the idea that if you love someone, you want the best for them.  You can see how this puts me in a difficult place.  I find myself battling the concept that were I to love again, how could I live with myself knowing that I want more for that person.  I know that everyone thinks I am extremely unique, one-of-a-kind, but I disagree.  I know there are guys out there with my same mentality that can still give the other 50% as well.  With that in mind, I find it difficult to find comfort in the fact that I could possibly be enough for a woman.  Long story short... I would give my life for just 10 more minutes of being ridiculously happy.  I just have to come to terms with the fact that I am only built for friendships now.

    Let me remind you, this is just me venting.  No offense, but nothing anyone can say can take this pain away from me, I'm sorry.  This is a cross I have to bear.  No need to cheer me up.  I DO NOT WANT pity, advice, prayer, or lecturing.  I'm allowed to have down days, but it will pass, not to worry.
     
     
    Source: Smalls149

    Louisiana evacuees urged to stay away

     
    'Total structural failure' reported in New Orleans
     

    NEW ORLEANS, Louisiana (CNN) -- Louisiana evacuees should stay away for at least a week to avoid "a wilderness" without power or drinking water that will be infested with poisonous snakes and fire ants, state officials warned Monday.

    Looting was reported in some areas of New Orleans late Monday.

    Elsewhere along the Gulf Coast and northern Mississippi, Hurricane Katrina continued to wreak havoc.

    As of 5 p.m. ET Monday, Katrina was barely a Category 1 storm with 75 mph winds. It was centered about 30 miles northwest of Laurel, Mississippi, and hurricane-force winds extended for 60 miles, said the National Hurricane Center in Miami, Florida.

    "We would really encourage people not to come back [to New Orleans] for at least a week," said Ivor van Heerden, director of the Center for the Study of Public Health Impacts of Hurricanes in Baton Rouge.

    "If you came back, you would be coming literally to a wilderness," he said. "If your house is gone, it's gone. If you come back in a day or a week,it's not going to make any difference."

    Louisiana Gov. Kathleen Blanco said she had ordered state police to block re-entry routes to all but emergency workers.

    After topping levees in New Orleans, Katrina inundated the Louisiana and Mississippi coasts with a 20-foot storm surge.

    Streets of Biloxi, Mississippi, became flowing rivers up to 12 feet deep.

    In Mobile, Alabama, the storm pushed Mobile Bay into downtown, submerging large sections of the city, and officials imposed a dusk-to-dawn curfew.

    An oil drilling platform broke away from its moorings and lodged under a bridge that carries U.S. Highway 98 over the Mobile River.

    The Alabama National Guard activated 450 troops to secure Mobile. Two other Alabama battalions, or about 800 troops, were activated to assist in Mississippi.

    At least 500,000 people were without power from Louisiana to Florida's Panhandle, including 370,000 in southeastern Louisiana and well over 100,000 each in Alabama and Mississippi.

    Hurricane-force winds are likely to continue into the night as Katrina slowly diminishes and carries its wind and rain into central and north Mississippi, Tennessee and eventually Ohio, the National Hurricane Center said.

    The storm came ashore Monday morning just east of New Orleans. Winds topping 140 mph transformed street signs, tree branches and roof debris into projectiles.

    Rising water strained the system of levees and pumping stations that protect the low-lying city. About 70 percent of the city sits below sea level.

    Water poured over levees in Orleans and St. Bernard parishes, and pats of the city's east side were under 9 feet of standing water.

    Police in New Orleans and surrounding parishes received more than 100 calls from residents trapped on top of their roofs.

    "Tell someone to come get me please. I want to live," resident Chris Robinson told The Associated Press via cell phone from his home east of downtown.

    As the storm passed, Col. Terry Ebbert, director of homeland security for New Orleans, said officials hope to take advantage of the remaining daylight hours to rescue the people they can. But high winds and flood waters were hampering the effort.

    Report: 'Total structural failure'

    The National Weather Service said it had received many reports of "total structural failure" in the New Orleans metro area. It did not elaborate, but video from the city showed crumbled walls in one neighborhood.

    About 10,000 people, who were unable to evacuate the city, took shelter in the Louisiana Superdome -- the cavernous football stadium that is home to the New Orleans Saints.

    Reporter Ed Reams from affiliate WDSU told CNN that Katrina ripped away a large section of the building's roof.

    Other developments

  • Crude oil futures topped $70 early Monday as Katrina forced oil workers to evacuate rigs in the Gulf of Mexico and threatened a major U.S. tanker port. The price of a barrel of crude soared in electronic trading in New York and on Asian markets, rising nearly $4 over Friday afternoon's close as the storm churned toward New Orleans, a main hub that accounts for a quarter of U.S. oil and gas production.

  • Three residents of a New Orleans nursing home died Sunday while being evacuated.

  • The latest damage estimates by insurance industry analysts project that total insured damage from Hurricane Katrina could be between $10 billion and $25 billion dollars. The upper end of that range would make Katrina the costliest U.S. hurricane on record.

  • A hurricane warning remains in effect for the north-central gulf coast from Morgan City, Louisiana, to the Alabama-Florida border. Tropical storm warning is in effect from east of the Alabama/Florida border to Indian Pass, Florida, and west from Morgan City to Cameron, Louisiana.

  • CNN's Miles O'Brien, Anderson Cooper and Kathleen Koch contributed to this report.

    Copyright 2005 CNN. All rights reserved.This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten, or redistributed. Associated Press contributed to this report.

    Source: CNN.com

    8/28/2005

    Hurricane Katrina Has Top Winds of 175 mph

    Hurricane Katrina is an extremely dangerous Category 5 storm on the Saffir-Simpson scale. Maximum sustained winds have now been greatly increased to 175 mph. Katrina continues not only grow stronger, but it continues to grow larger. Hurricane-force winds extend 90 miles from the center on the eastern side of Katrina, 75 miles to the northwest and 50 miles to the southwest. The center of Katrina was 225 miles from the mouth of the Mississippi River at 10am CDT, but the hurricane force winds are only 135 miles from the coast.

    Everyone along the northern Gulf of Mexico needs to take this hurricane very seriously and put action plans into play now. Hurricane warnings have now been hoisted from Morgan City, La., to the Florida-Alabama border. This includes the city of New Orleans and Lake Pontchartrain. A tropical storm warning and a hurricane watch have been issued from the Alabama-Florida border eastward to Destin, Florida and from west of Morgan City to Intracoastal City, Louisiana.

    Katrina is forecast to turn to the northwest later this morning, then toward the north tonight. Well ahead of the center there will be very high surf crashing ashore in the northern Gulf starting Sunday night. You'll need to use extreme caution or just not go in the water at all along all of the northern Gulf beaches from Louisiana to western Florida due to this increased surf. Extreme damaging winds, high, life threatening storm surge, and deadly flooding rains with possible tornadoes are expected at landfall.

    Effects from Katrina will not be confined to coastal areas. Once Hurricane Katrina makes landfall, it will progress inland Monday into Tuesday with a trail of flooding rains and damaging winds across Mississippi and Alabama and then into Tennessee. Torrential, flooding rainfall is possible with the remnants of Katrina well inland, possibly into the Ohio Valley, Great Lakes and the Northeast later this week.

    Elsewhere, there are two areas of low pressure in the central Atlantic. One low pressure is a system that has been monitored for several days now. It is centered about 800 miles east-northeast of the Leeward Islands. The strong area of low pressure has dealt with a harsh environment ever since its existence. Atmospheric conditions have not improved over the last 12 hours, so development with this system would be slow.

    A second area of low pressure is located several hundred miles southeast of the aforementioned low. This system continues to show signs of organization and could become the next tropical depression later today. It could approach the Lesser Antilles in the next 3 to 4 days.

    Tropical Depression Irwin continues to weaken in the eastern Pacific Ocean. Top winds are down to 30 mph and it may dissipate in the next 24 hours.

    In the northwest Pacific Talim has become a typhoon and is forecast to grow to a 120 mph typhoon before moving across Taiwan and into mainland China in the next 3 to 4 days.

     

    Source: Weather.com

    8/27/2005

    Hurricane Katrina Extremely Dangerous

     
    Now a very dangerous Category 3 storm with maximum sustained winds of 115 mph and forecast to become a Category 4 storm later tonight with winds as high as 140 mph. Everyone along the northern Gulf needs to take this hurricane very seriously and put action plans into play now. Hurricane Katrina has begun to make a deliberate, gradual turn to the west-northwest during the last few hours. Based on this trend of turning toward the Gulf Coast, hurricane watches have now been hoisted from Intracoastal City, La., to the Florida-Alabama border. This includes the city of New Orleans and Lake Pontchartrain. These will likely be changed to warnings later tonight.

    From this point on through landfall, Hurricane Katrina will continue to turn, first toward the west-northwest Saturday, then to the northwest on Sunday, then finally toward the north before making landfall on Monday. Well ahead of the center there will be high surf crashing ashore in the northern Gulf starting Saturday into Sunday. You'll need to use extreme caution along all of the northern Gulf beaches from Louisiana to western Florida due to this increased surf. Extreme damaging winds, high life threatening storm surge, deadly flooding rains with possible tornadoes are expected at landfall. Once Hurricane Katrina makes landfall it will progress inland Monday into Tuesday with a trail of flooding rains and damaging winds across Mississippi and Alabama and then into Tennessee. Late Tuesday into Wednesday the very heavy rains and gusty winds will progress from the Tennessee Valley to the eastern Ohio Valley.

    Hurricane Katrina is in a region of light wind shear, and is therefore anticipated to gather further strength, reaching a strong Category 4 storm prior to landfall.

    The Air Force Reserve Reconnaissance Hurricane Hunters made some interesting observations Saturday morning. Just before 5 a.m., small hail was observed in the southeast quadrant at a height of roughly 8000-9000 feet. Around 11 a.m. EDT, concentric eyewalls (meaning two of them, one inside another) were witnessed.

    Winds are finally slacking off in the Florida Keys after a wild Friday. After its landfall on Thursday evening, Hurricane Katrina moved off the southwest coast of Florida on Friday but continued to slam the Florida Keys with wind gusts of 60 to 85 mph and torrential rains for most of the day. During Friday, Key West had nearly 10 inches of rain; the fourth wettest day on record and the wettest August day on record. The Dry Tortugas National Park to the west of Key West had sustained winds of 82 mph and a gust to 105 mph in the outer rainbands and squalls.

    Hurricane Katrina made landfall south of Fort Lauderdale, Fla., around 6:30 p.m. EDT on Thursday with maximum sustained winds of 75 mph. Reports of wind gusts of 60 to 95 mph were widespread across southeast Florida with widespread power outages and tremendous tree damage. Falling trees and other accidents are blamed in the deaths of seven people so far. Radar estimates and actual observations show about 8-to-20 inches of rain fell across southern Florida with a great deal of flooding, especially near the Homestead area.

    Elsewhere, there are two areas of low pressure in the central Atlantic. One low pressure is a system that has been monitored for several days now. It is centered about 900 miles east-northeast of the Leeward Islands. The strong area of low pressure has dealt with a harsh environment ever since its existence; namely persistent southwesterly shear. Because of this, thunderstorm activity continues to be well removed away from the surface circulation. That being said, the system could develop further in the upcoming days and will be monitored for possible development.

    The second area of low pressure is located several hundred miles southeast of the aforementioned low. It is currently lacking thunderstorm activity but it has the potential for slow development over the next several days.

    Tropical Storm Irwin formed off the west coast of Mexico and is now located about 450 miles west-southwest of Manzanillo, Mexico. It is not expected to gain hurricane strength but build to a moderate to strong tropical storm over the next few days. Fortunately, Irwin will head west away from the Mexican coastline with only a threat to marine interests.

    Source: Weather.com

    Radar Image: Weather Underground

    Men smarter than women?

    Academics in the UK claim their research shows that men are more intelligent than women.

    A study to be published later this year in the British Journal of Psychology says that men are on average five points ahead on IQ tests.

    Paul Irwing and Professor Richard Lynn claim the difference grows when the highest IQ levels are considered.

    Their research was based on IQ tests given to 80,000 people and a further study of 20,000 students.

    'Widening gap'

    Dr Irwing, a senior lecturer in organisational psychology at Manchester University, told the Today programme on BBC Radio Four the study showed that, up to the age of 14, there was no difference between the IQs of boys and girls.

    "But beyond that age and into adulthood there is a difference of five points, which is small but it can have important implications," he said.

    "This is against a background of women dramatically overtaking men in educational attainment and making very rapid advances in terms of occupational achievement."

    The academics used a test which is said to measure "general cognitive ability" - spatial and verbal ability.

    As intelligence scores among the study group rose, the academics say they found a widening gap between the sexes.

    There were twice as many men with IQ scores of 125, for example, a level said to correspond with people getting first-class degrees.

    At scores of 155, associated with genius, there were 5.5 men for every woman.

    Nobel prize-winners

    Dr Irwing told The Times the differences "may go some way to explaining the greater numbers of men achieving distinctions of various kinds, such as chess grandmasters, Fields medallists for mathematics, Nobel prize-winners and the like".

    The paper will argue that there is evidence that at the same level of IQ, women are able to achieve more than men "possibly because they are more conscientious and better adapted to sustained periods of hard work".

    Earlier this year, the president of Harvard University, Lawrence Summers, sparked controversy when he suggested at a seminar that one reason men outperformed women in maths and science was genetics.

    Several guests walked out of the conference after hearing the comments.

    Dr Summers, who has apologised repeatedly for his remarks, said later that the shortage of senior female academics was partly caused by child-minding duties, which restricted working hours.

    Source: BBC News

    8/23/2005

    YEAH!!! Hopefully we can all say goodbye to AOL IM soon!!!

     

    SAN FRANCISCO, California (Reuters) -- Google Inc. is set to introduce its own instant messaging system, the Los Angeles Times reported on Tuesday, marking the expansion by the Web search leader into text and also voice communications.

     Citing unnamed sources "familiar with the service," the Los Angeles Times said that Google's Instant Messaging program would be called Google Talk and could be launched as early as Wednesday.

    Google Talk goes beyond text-based instant messaging using a computer keyboard to let users hold voice conversations with other computer users, the newspaper quoted a source as saying.

    A Google spokeswoman declined to comment on the company's product plans.

    If confirmed, the combined computer text and voice-calling service would put Google in competition with a similar service pioneered by Skype, which has attracted tens of millions of users, especially in Europe, to its own service.

    Separately, independent journalist Om Malik on his blog at http://gigaom.com/ pointed to technical clues that suggest Google is preparing to run an instant messaging service based on an open-source system known as Jabber.

    Jabber technology would allow Google instant message users to connect with established IM systems that also work with Jabber, including America Online's ICQ and Apple Computer Inc.'s iChat, Malik said.

    "This is the worst possible news for someone like Skype, because now they will be up against not two but three giants who want to offer a pale-version of Skype," he wrote.

    Earlier this week, Google said it was branching out beyond pure search to help users manage e-mail, instant messages, news headlines and music. It introduced a new service called the Google Sidebar, a stand-alone software program that sits on a user's desktop and provides "live" information updates.

    Over the past year or so, the company has expanded into e-mail, online maps, personalized news and more.

    The product push comes as rivals Yahoo Inc., Microsoft Corp. and Time Warner Inc.'s AOL are all pushing to upgrade existing instant messaging systems and expand into new Internet phone-calling services.

    Google's moves take it beyond its roots in Web search and closer to becoming a broad-based Internet media company.

    With instant messaging, Google would be breaking into a market in which its major competitors boast tens of millions of subscribers to their established instant messaging services.

    America Online, with its AIM and ICQ brands, counts more than 40 million IM users in the United States alone. Yahoo has around 20 million and Microsoft's MSN Messenger numbers some 14 million users, according to recent comScore Media Metrix data.

    Copyright 2005 Reuters. All rights reserved.This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten, or redistributed.

    Source: CNN.com

    Little Green Men

    Peter Davenport, director of the National UFO Reporting Center in Seattle, has received more phone calls than he cares to count that have an unusual opening: "Please believe me, I'm not crazy."

    Davenport spoke Sunday at the Little Green Men Festival in Hopkinsville with tales of what he believes are some of the more fascinating, provable cases reported. The festival, at the Hopkinsville-Christian County Conference and Convention Center, commemorates the 50th anniversary of the Aug. 21, 1955, report of an alien invasion at Kelly.

    After a lifetime of studying what many brush off as science fiction, Davenport feels certain that UFOs exist and have been witnessed on Earth, and second, that the government has known about them for decades.

    "I have not just a mountain of data, perhaps a mountain range of data. And I assure you, it's strictly by accident," Davenport said. He has spent the last 11 years filing accounts and eyewitness reports of UFO sightings from a reporting center that consists of one phone, one fax, and one Web master, and is almost completely privately funded by Davenport and donations.

    Davenport graduated from Stanford with degrees in Russian and biology and received his MBA in finance and international business. But, years before receiving a master's degree in genetics and biochemistry of fish, Davenport heard of the Kelly Green Men incident on the radio. The story from Kelly was one of several that piqued his interest in UFOs, which eventually led to his involvement in the National UFO Reporting Center.

    Davenport said his perspective of UFO sightings took on a whole new dimension when he was 6-years-old on a July night in 1954. Davenport said that's when he, his mom and brother saw a strange object in the sky while at a drive-in theater on the edge of the St. Louis Airport.

    "We didn't know it at the time, but my father, and people in the tower on the north side of the airport, were looking at the same object with their binoculars," he said. Davenport said the object was about the size of the moon, bright red like a traffic signal and slightly oval in shape. "And (it) stopped, almost stock-still, in the sky to the east of our location. People were getting out of their cars," Davenport said. "It was casting a red light ... all over the theater, all over the airport, as far as we could see."

    Since then, Davenport has logged literally thousands of calls about colored lights, flying triangles and hovering disks.

     

    Source: Yahoo

    8/18/2005

    NOT YOUR GRANDPA'S SHOOTIN' IRON: Rail Guns

    A gun that accelerates a bullet to a speed of 13,000 miles per hour in 0.2 seconds? Seems like a science fiction dream, but don't even blink -- with advances in rail gun technology, a new era of high-speed military weaponry is coming right at us, faster than a speeding bullet.

     

     

                 The Principle: A diagram of the rail gun's critical parts.


    In the "more things change, the more they stay the same" category, we give you basic gun physics. Despite numerous advancements over the last millennium, all guns, from the blunderbuss to the M-16, have operated on the "expanding gas" principle, where an expanding ball of superheated gas is used to force a projectile through a tube.

    Well, no longer. Gunpowder, as we know it, may soon become a thing of the past. Make way for the rail gun, a device that substitutes electromagnetic (EM) propulsion for gunpowder, with devastating results in speed and kinetic power. Arnold Schwarzenegger (who took out the baddies with a similar device in the movie "Eraser") would approve.

    Zero to 13,000 MPH in 0.2 Seconds

    An EM projector (i.e. rail gun) uses electrical energy to accelerate projectiles to extreme velocities. How fast? Tests conducted at the University of Canberra were able to accelerate a 16-gram projectile down a 5 meter barrel at 250,000 gravities, for a muzzle velocity of 5,900 meters per second. Loosely translated, that's an acceleration from 0 to 13,000 miles per hour in the span of 0.2 seconds, not bad even for Superman. This also translates to an enormous amount of kinetic energy, at a fraction of the mass needed for a normal bullet. A quick comparison: an anti-armor projectile shot from a rail gun at 3,000 m/sec (almost twice the speed of current kinetic energy penetrators) would only need to be roughly one-fifth of the mass of a standard projectile to deliver the same amount of destructive force. Electromagnetic-power also has the advantage of stealth: Reduced logistics (rounds can have a smaller weight and volume), and the lack of chemical propellant means it will be difficult for opponents to track.
    How are these impressive speeds reached? A rail gun is essentially two parallel conductive metal plates through which an electrical current is passed. This electrical current creates opposed linear magnetic fields along the axis of the rails. The projectile itself is placed between the rails, and a "driver" (armature) is placed behind the projectile. The function of the armature is to close the circuit between the two rails. When the rails are energized, a third magnetic field is created in the armature which is repulsed by the fields created in the rails, thus "driving" it down the barrel. The energy required to drive projectiles at useful velocities is enormous; peak power outputs are measured in millions of amperes.
     
    Naval Know-How
     
    Obviously, it would be fitting for a weapon with such potential power to be housed in the most powerful vessel around. The Navy, which has been at the forefront of rail gun technology since the early 1980s, plans to incorporate rail gun technology with its next-generation surface fleet, which will include ships such as the hefty DD(X) destroyer. Ranges of up to 200 nautical miles for rail gun projectiles are envisioned, with GPS-guided projectiles traveling at six times the speed of sound. The fact that rail guns and directed-energy weapons do not require powders or explosives will free magazine space for strike and other mission areas (the trade-off is that surface ships will need to generate massive amounts of electric power to support them). A proper-sized round could provide missile-like capability. Take your standard Tomahawk land-attack cruise missile -- for the same amount of time it takes a Tomahawk to reach a target, an EM gun can deliver twice the destructive power to the same target, while operating at about 6-12 rounds per minute. At a fraction of the cost per round, tremendous volume fires could be delivered. The DD(X) destroyer, with its all-electric drive and Integrated Power System (IPS), is the first step towards full electromagentic weapon capability. The IPS can scale up to provide additional electrical power as demand grows -- the key to surface fire support capabilities.
     
    Beans and Bullets: Other EM Applications in Combat and Logistics

    The Navy has grabbed the most press with its rail gun experiments but the Army Research Laboratory (ARL) and Lockheed Martin are developing an Electromagnetic (EM) Gun System in a two-phase program. The first phase (scheduled to conclude in 2005) is centered on a medium caliber gun demonstration, and demonstrating a single rotating power supply. During Phase II (2005-2007), EM technologies will be integrated into an armament test-bed, utilizing a large bore gun.
    Fired at hyper velocities (10-100 kilometers/second), projectiles weighing a fraction of a gram have enormous destructive potential, and could be fired using the stored energy of a standard armored vehicle power plant. In addition to combat (especially anti-armor and hard target applications), EM research is also looking into using rail gun technology to deliver supplies over long distances. Launched from a 100m ramp, a 300-pound aerodynamic supply package could be "shot" over intervening terrain and remotely guided to a designated landing area. The concept is sound -- it only remains to develop the correct technology.
     
    Continuing on the transportation theme, laboratories utilizing electromagnetic technology are already working on a Segmented Rail Phased Induction Motor (SERAPHIM), which opens the door for high-speed ground transportation systems (i.e., next-generation monorails). Similar linear induction motors are already being used for airport transit systems, subways, amusement park rides, and industrial handling systems.
     
    Building It Was the Easy Part…

    Although the principles behind rail gun technology have been well documented and understood for nearly 50 years now, challenges remain in building a reliable, effective, and efficient EM gun. When an electrical current is passed through non-super conductive material, a fraction of that current is converted to heat by the impedance of the conductive material. Given the huge amounts of energy involved (even when energized for only milliseconds), the heat generated by a rail gun would be enough to melt the gun's rails, if used often enough. If EM guns are going to serve as practical battlefield weapons, a means of cooling them (cryogenically or otherwise) or of improving the super-conductivity of the rails must be found.

    One naval proposal has suggested using liquid nitrogen to cool the rails, with a seawater-based heat exchanger to cool the electrical storage and discharge systems. In addition, to function properly, the armature must make physical contact between the rails. This requirement creates some problems: If the current is too great and the armature has too little mass to absorb the resistant heat energy being transferred to it by the electric current, the armature may melt or weld itself to the rails.
     
    One method of reducing armature "welding" is to make the armature's rail contact surfaces (brushes) out of a light metal, such as aluminum, which will vaporize into plasma (ionized gas) when energized. This process, known as metal vapor arcing (MVA), eliminates physical contact between the rails while simultaneously closing the circuit (the metal plasma is conductive.) One of the drawbacks to MVA is the buildup of metallic residue on the rails, which is formed when the metal vapor cools inside the barrel. In the same vein, if the rails are placed too close together, the current between the rails may bypass the armature (arc) and damage the rails. Given the velocity at which the armature is driven down the barrel, this friction could further add to heat build-up, and degrade the driver as it moves down the barrel.

    Finally, since the individual magnetic fields created in the rails are repulsed by one another, a tremendous strain is placed on the rails as they try to push away from one another. While rail guns do not suffer from the traditional recoil forces associated with conventional expanding gas weapons, this repulsive effect can be equally destructive if not properly compensated for.

    The challenges facing the development of rail guns as a practical, widespread weapon are hefty, but as better super conductive materials are researched, they come closer and closer to becoming a reality. And with the speeds that EM power can provide, you can try running, but you sure can't hide.
     
    Rail Gun Hot Facts:
     
    A projected naval rail gun with a 2.5km/sec muzzle velocity could deliver a guided projectile with an impact velocity of Mach 5 to targets at ranges of 250 miles, at a rate greater than 6 rounds per minute.

    A test demonstrated that a rail gun projectile's kinetic energy could create a 10-foot diameter crater, 10 feet deep in solid ground, and achieve projectile penetration to 40 feet - 3 to 5 times more effective than current guns.

    Rail gun projectiles are smaller and easier to store: a standard AGS magazine holds 1,500 rounds; a rail gun magazine could hold 10,000 rounds in the same amount of space.
     
    8/17/2005

    Urine Power!!!

    Researchers in Singapore have developed a paper battery that is powered by urine. Despite sounding gloriously silly, the breakthrough promises a cheap and disposable power source for home health tests for things like diabetes.

    Research investment into developing smaller and cheaper chips to process information in disposable health tests has been significant, but they were still reliant on an external power source. The researchers at Singapore’s Institute of Bioengineering and Nanotechnology (IBN) think they have overcome this problem.

    The battery is composed of paper, soaked in copper chloride, sandwiched between layers of magnesium and copper. The whole thing, once laminated in plastic, is just a millimetre thick, and 6cm by 3cm in size.

    The researchers report that with just 0.2 millilitres of urine the battery will provide around 1.5 volts, with a maximum power output of 1.5 milli-Watts. The performance varies according to the geometry of the battery, and the materials used.

     

    Looks like there are no limits to where science can err ummm, take us.

     

    Source: The Register

    8/15/2005

    Mechanical failure blamed in deadly Boeing 737 crash

    Grammatiko, GREECE - A Cypriot plane full of vacationers slammed into a mountainside north of Athens on Sunday after at least one pilot lost consciousness from lack of oxygen, killing all 121 people aboard, more than a third of them children.

    The cause of Greece's deadliest plane crash appeared to be technical failure _ resulting in high-altitude decompression _ and not terrorism, authorities said. A transport official said the 115 passengers and six crew may have been dead when the plane went down.

    Helios Airways flight ZU522 was headed from Larnaca, Cyprus, to Athens International Airport when it crashed at 12:05 p.m. near Grammatiko, a scenic village 25 miles north of the Greek capital. Flaming debris, luggage and bits of human remains were strewn across two ravines and surrounding hills.

    Family members wept in anguish as they waited at the Athens and Larnaca airports. When news of the crash emerged at Larnaca, relatives swarmed the airline counters, shouting "murderers" and "you deserve lynching."

    A man whose cousin was a passenger told Greece's Alpha television he received a cell-phone text message minutes before the crash. "He told me the pilots were unconscious. ... He said: "Farewell, cousin, here we're frozen," Sotiris Voutas said _ indicating the plane was cold, a sign of decompression.

    About a half-hour after takeoff, pilots reported air-conditioning system problems to Cyprus air traffic control. Within minutes, after entering Greek air space over the Aegean, the Boeing 737-300 lost all radio contact. Two Greek F-16 fighter jets were dispatched soon afterward.

    When the F-16s intercepted the plane, jet pilots could see the co-pilot slumped over his seat. The captain was not in the cockpit, and oxygen masks dangled inside the cabin, government spokesman Theodoros Roussopoulos said.

    He said the jet pilots also saw two people possibly trying to take control of the plane; it was unclear if they were crew members or passengers. The plane apparently was on automatic pilot when it crashed, Helios spokesman Marios Konstantinidis said in Cyprus.

    "When a pilot has no communication with the control tower, the procedure dictates that other planes must accompany and help the plane land. Unfortunately, it appeared that the pilot was already dead as was, possibly, everyone else on the plane," Cyprus Transport Minister Haris Thrasou said.

    A witness described the instant the airline smashed into the 1,500-foot-high mountain, flanked by the F-16s. "We saw some fighter jets flying very low and after a few minutes we heard a very loud noise and saw pieces of the plane flying in the air," said Spyros Papachristou.

    The head of the Greek airline safety committee, Akrivos Tsolakis, said the crash was the "worst accident we've ever had." He said the plane's black boxes had been recovered, containing data and voice recordings valuable for determining the cause

    "There apparently was a lack of oxygen, which is usually the case when the cabin is depressurized," Tsolakis said.

    The F-16 jets met the plane at 34,000 feet, the Greek air force said. At that altitude, the effects of depressurization are swift, said David Kaminski Morrow, of the British-based Air Transport Intelligence magazine.

    "If the aircraft is at 30,000 feet, you don't stay conscious for long, maybe 15 to 30 seconds," he said. "But if you are down at 10,000 feet, you can breathe for a lot longer."

    The flight was to have continued to Prague, Czech Republic, after stopping in Athens. This is the height of Europe's summer travel season, when Mediterranean resorts like Cyprus are packed with tourists. The area was likely to be particularly crowded, because Monday is a national holiday in Greece and Cyprus.

    There were 48 children aboard, mostly Greek Cypriots, Helios spokesman Giorgos Dimitriou said in Athens.

    Greek state television quoted the Cyprus transport minister as saying the plane had decompression problems in the past. However, Helios representative Dimitriou said the plane had "no problems and was serviced just last week."

    Liz Verdier, a spokeswoman for Boeing, said the 737s, like all Boeing planes, are equipped with warning systems that alert pilots when decompression is occurrring. However, she could provide no details about how the warning system works on the 737.

    On Cyprus, several callers to radio and television programs said they experienced severe air-conditioning problems on Helios jets in recent months. Some said the cabin was freezing and the crew provided blankets; others said it became unbearably hot.

    Sudden loss of pressure was blamed for a crash in South Dakota in 1999, of a Learjet 35 carrying pro golfer Payne Stewart and four others. They became unconscious, and the jet went down after flying halfway across the country on autopilot.

    In June 2000, a Boeing 737-200 of the Canadian carrier WestJet lost cabin pressure because pilots mistakenly shut down auxiliary power. Cabin altitude reached 24,000 feet before the plane descended and pressurization became normal. None of the 118 passengers was injured.

    At the Greek crash scene, more than 100 firefighters, backed by planes and helicopters dropping water, fought a brush fire caused by the crash. The plane was in at least three pieces: the tail, a bit of the cockpit and a piece of fuselage that witnesses said contained many bodies. Sections of the plane were ablaze.

    Fire department rescue vehicles carried body bags up the steep slopes of the charred valley to a fleet of ambulances. None of the bodies had masks on their faces, the fire department said. Black-robed Greek Orthodox priests were on hand.

    "There is wreckage everywhere. Things here are very difficult, they are indescribable," Grammatiko Mayor George Papageorgiou said.

    The remains of many victims were charred beyond identification, and the Cyprus transport minister said DNA tests would be necessary.

    Greek Prime Minister Costas Caramanlis canceled a holiday on the Aegean island of Tinos to return to Athens. The Cypriot president also canceled a vacation.

    Helios Airways, Cyprus' first private airline, was founded in 1999. It operates a fleet of Boeing 737s to cities including London; Athens; Sofia, Bulgaria; Dublin, Ireland; and Strasbourg, France. EU newcomer Cyprus is divided into Turkish and Greek sectors. Most of its 800,000 people are Greek Cypriots.

    Source: Air Disaster.com

    8/13/2005

    Chaos, pain of 9/11 revealed in recordings, documents

    'They were choosing to die and I was watching them'
     

    NEW YORK (AP) -- In thousands of pages of oral histories released Friday, firefighters describe in vivid, intimate detail how they rushed to save fleeing civilians from churning smoke and fire before the World Trade Center collapsed in a monstrous cloud of debris and choking dust.

    The histories, recorded in the weeks after the September 11 attack, offer some of the most detailed descriptions of the day's horror as seen through the eyes of firefighters who lost 343 of their brethren.

    Firefighter Maureen McArdle-Schulman recalled hearing someone yell before the collapses that something was falling from the towers.

    "It turned out it was people coming out, and they started coming out one after the other," she said. "We didn't know what it was at first, but then the first body hit and then we knew what it was."

    "I was getting sick. I felt like I was intruding on a sacrament. They were choosing to die and I was watching them and shouldn't have been. So me and another guy turned away and looked at a wall and we could still hear them hit."

    Emergency medical technician John Felidi recalled that when the south tower fell, "We heard a rumble. I heard the rumble and looked -- in the back of me all I seen was a monstrous -- I can't even describe it. A cloud. Looked like debris, dust."

    The 12,000 pages of oral histories were made public along with hours of Fire Department radio transmissions, their release brought on by a lawsuit filed three years ago by The New York Times and long contested by the city.

    Poignant catalog of raw memories

    Some of the material had been released before, and the records released Friday were unlikely to fundamentally change the understanding of the September 11 attack.

    Still, the histories offer a poignant catalog of firefighters' still-fresh memories of the towers' horrifying collapse. And the radio transmissions added new texture to the historical record of the day, beginning at 8:46 a.m. with an urgent but calm description of a plane crashing into the World Trade Center.

    "The World Trade Center tower Number One is on fire!" one firefighter radioed.

    As the depth of the crisis became clear, the voices on the radios thickened with panic.

    "Send every available ambulance, everything you got to the World Trade Center," a firefighter calls from Engine 1. "Now!"

    September 11 family members pored over the records Friday, some tearing up at descriptions and sounds of the attack and response. At an office building in midtown Manhattan, a half-dozen family members and two fire officers bent over laptops to examine the material.

    Fire Lt. Jerry Reilly, who escaped the trade center, said the transmissions were almost too painful to hear. "I never heard any of this before -- the chaos," he said, his eyes tearing up.

    The records shed some new light onto lingering questions and long-standing complaints about the response. Firefighters described faulty communications equipment and some disobeyed orders.

    A group of victims' families who have become advocates for reforming building codes and emergency response had eagerly awaited the release of the records -- in hopes they would challenge the notion that many firefighters in the north tower heard, but chose to ignore, an evacuation message issued after the south tower collapsed.

    'Hoping that the brothers would hear it above us'

    Some city officials, including former Mayor Rudolph Giuliani, have suggested some firefighters ignored the mayday call in acts of personal heroism. But the group of families has sought to lay blame on the city for providing firefighters with faulty radios.

    At least one fire lieutenant, Gregg Hansson of Engine 34, said he heard the call to evacuate while he was on the 35th floor of the north tower and saw his colleagues leaving.

    "I heard a mayday given over the command channel to evacuate the building," Hansson said in his oral history. "He started to tell everyone to evacuate, and I did also. I saw all the units get up, everybody got their gear, everybody started for the staircases to evacuate."

    Another firefighter who was in the north tower, Paul Bessler, recalled seeing a fellow firefighter going up the stairs as though he were "on a mission."

    "Just at that point, my radio came clear as day, 'Imminent collapse. This was a terrorist attack. Evacuate."'

    "We relayed that again, hoping that the brothers would hear it above us, and I remember the look on Andy's face, like apprehension that we were going to leave this building," he continued. The north tower collapsed moments later.

    'It was too too too much going on'

    The transcripts reinforce the perception that some firefighters throughout the trade center dropped protocol and simply acted according to their best instincts.

    Firefighter Patrick Martin of Engine 229 said that after the south tower had collapsed and before the north tower came down, his lieutenant instructed him to go on a boat taking people to hospitals across the Hudson River.

    "I told him I wasn't leaving," Martin said. "We were still missing one guy."

    Timothy Burke of Engine 202 said a firefighter from another company had a cell phone, and he and others used it to call their families.

    "It seemed pretty bad that everybody was willing to get on the phone and try to call their wives to say goodbye or say whatever," he said. "Just the faces of people -- you kind of knew that some of us were going to get hurt because it was too too too much going on."

    The New York Times and families of September 11 victims sued the city in 2002 to release the records.

    The city withheld them, claiming the release would violate firefighters' privacy and jeopardize the prosecution of Zacarias Moussaoui, who ultimately pleaded guilty to conspiring with the September 11 hijackers.

    In March the state's highest court ordered the city to release the oral histories and radio transmissions but said the city could edit out potentially painful and embarrassing portions.

    The Fire Department, in a statement, said it hoped the release of the records would not cause firefighters and their families additional pain.

    "The Department believes that the materials being released today ... will serve to further confirm the bravery and courage of our members who responded to the World Trade Center," the statement said.

    Copyright 2005 The Associated Press. All rights reserved.This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten, or redistributed.

     

    Source: CNN.com

    8/12/2005

    9/11 recordings, documents released

    NEW YORK (AP) -- The Fire Department on Friday released thousands of pages of oral histories recorded by firefighters on September 11 and hours of radio transmissions, a vast mine of records that evoked anew the chaos and horror of the attack.

    Firefighter Mike Kehoe helps evacuate people in Tower One, on September 11, 2001. Kehoe escaped before the towers collapsed.
     

    Firefighter Kirk Long, whose Engine 1 was sent to the World Trade Center's north tower -- the first to be struck by a plane and the second to collapse -- described rushing up a stairway as evacuees were coming down.

    "I was watching every person coming down, looked at their face, just to make them happy that they were getting out and we were going in, and everything was OK," Long said in his oral history.

    Long said he heard the north tower shake and thought something in the basement had exploded.

    "At that time I never knew that the south tower had gone down," he said.

    Some families and other critics of the city's response have been hoping the new documents would help them challenge the conclusion that many firefighters in the north tower heard, but chose to ignore, an evacuation message issued after the south tower collapsed at 9:59 a.m.

    At least one fire lieutenant quoted in the oral histories heard the call and saw his colleagues leaving.

    Fire Lt. Gregg Hansson, whose Engine 24 was called at 8:47 a.m. _ one minute after the first plane crash -- described hearing the call to evacuate while he was on the 35th floor of the north tower.

    "I was in the vicinity of the battalion chief, who was on the command channel, when I heard a mayday given over the command channel to evacuate the building," Hansson said in his oral history. "He started to tell everyone to evacuate, and I did also. I saw all the units get up, everybody got their gear, everybody started for the staircases to evacuate."

    Compelled by a lawsuit filed by The New York Times, the department made public 15 hours of radio transmissions and more than 500 oral histories describing the rush to the World Trade Center, which saved an unknown number of civilians and cost 343 firefighters their lives. In all, 2,749 people died in the twin towers' collapse.

    At least 450 relatives of dead firefighters requested copies of the oral histories and radio recordings, and they received them by express mail Friday, the fire department said.

    Independent investigations with access to the documents have already described major flaws in the city's response to the attack -- emergency radios did not function properly, police and firefighters did not work together and vital messages went unheard.

    A reading of just a few of the 12,000 pages of transcripts from the oral histories made the day's drama clear.

    Firefighter Long described leaving the north tower and being helped by another firefighter to a building nearby that had some clean air.

    "There was a lot of mothers and babies there," he said. "I was ready to leave. They were a little shook up because I was covered up with all this dust. I was leaving and they started to cry. They didn't want me to go without them. So I stayed for maybe 10 or 15 minutes until it cleared up a little bit. Then I walked them over to the west side, where there were boats and fresh air."

    Another firefighter, Patrick Martin, said that after the south tower had collapsed and before the north tower came down, his lieutenant instructed him to go on a boat that was taking people to hospitals across the Hudson River.

    "I told him I wasn't leaving," Martin said. "We were still missing one guy."

    The city had withheld the material, claiming the release would violate firefighters' privacy and jeopardize the prosecution of Zacarias Moussaoui, who ultimately pleaded guilty to conspiring with the September 11 hijackers.

    In March, the state's highest court ordered the city to release the oral histories and radio transmissions but said the city could edit out potentially painful and embarrassing portions.

    In another oral history, fire Lt. Howard Hahn described using his cell phone that day but said his fire department radio was barely functioning.

    "I was able to get through, but the transmissions was very hard," Hahn said. It was very hard to control. You're basically doing your own show."

    Copyright 2005 The Associated Press. All rights reserved.This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten, or redistributed.

     

    Source: CNN.com
    8/8/2005

    Hilarious

    Anyone who plays World of Warcraft will get a kick out of this one!  I am still laughing over it!  Hard to understand if you don't know "L33t" talk and the spelling errors are numerous, but I took it how I found it..link below.
     
    Rogues are the best!

    One time i saw a rogue ambush a warrior for so much HP that there was no HP lost! and then the warrior fell off the internet!

    Rogues are the best class EVER.

    Jesus plays a rogue

    And he sneaks around and ambushes people and says "OMFG I AM TEH ROXXOR YOU N00BERZ R NOT BEING READY FOR MY UUBER ROGUE OF ROXXOR-NESS!"

    Rogues are not overpowered infact they are so gimped that they make the other classes look worse!
    Rogues are amazing. I mean they use daggers! I once saw a rogue duel weilding magic markers and he was undefeated by everything except for the rogue that was duel weilding ball point pens.

    NERF THE BALL POINT PENS!

    do you know what it is like to be a mage and get ambushed from a ball point pen? I got ambushed for 4k one time and died twice. I had to run my spirit to my ghost then run my ghost to my body then once i was at my body the rezz button said "Hell no that rogue just BBQOWNED your a$$ and he's probally stealthed waiting for you so fuk this i'm going home" then the button disappeared!

    ROgues cannot loose to any class! they are undefeatable!

    I saw 1 rogue tank ragnaros with a suuber soaker 3 thousand. He was all like "Take this you big fire b1tch i'm a rogue i use evasion and backstab you with water ballons"

    Rogues are the roxxor what class can beat rogues?

    i cant beleive anyclass can beat rogues
    i cant beleive that rogues can get close to loosing
    i cant beleive rogues do anything less than 1k damage
    i cant beleive its not butter!

    HERE is a breakdown of uuber roguesness:

    Warrior: The rogue stealths. The rogue is so uuber he doenst even use weapons he just stealths. THe rogue sneaks up on the warrior and grabs his weapons and is all like "oooo like mr. tank i got your weapons what you gonna do now?" then the warrior swings and the rogue dodges and then the warrior hits the overpower button and the rogue hits the I-Win eviserate button and the warrior explodes and his account is deleted, a angel looses its wings, and another rapper deciedes to make a movie!

    Shaman: The rogue stealths. THe rogue sneaks up to the shaman and picks up the shamans totems and is all like "OOO LOOK STUPID SHAMAN I GOT YOUR TOTEMS" then the rogue blinds the shaman and the shamans eyes fall out and the rogue spanks the shaman and the shaman frost shocks itself and dies. BUT ITS NOT OVER THERE! blizzard buffs the shammys more because they arent able 1 shot the whole continent yet. So they give them "SHOCK OF DOOM" and it kills everyone. But the rogues are soooooo uuberly overpowered it doesnt effect them because rogues are too cool. So the rogue avoids the shock of doom and backstabs the shaman so hard that the shaman transforms into a 1 cell organism.

    Hunters - The rogues dont even fight hunters hunters just feign death and kill themselves. i once saw a hunter try and aim shot a rogue and the rogue grabbed the bullet out of the air and ate it and said "FOOLISH NOOB HUNTER I R ROGUE HERE ME ROAR" then he owned the hunter with crippling posion that made the hunter move so slow that he moved backwards.

    Druids - the rogue just runs the kitty or bear over and gives them to a foreigner and the foreigner is all like "ooo look we have dinner and tonight we eat like kings!" then the rogue laughs and is all like "stupid noob druid i r rogue i own you!"

    I dont even need to talk about the rest of the classes because a rogue has a i win button and if your on the screen with the rogue you die. If a rogue stealths and your name starts with a letter in the alphabet your going to get ambushed so hard that your characters toolbar is going to vanish and be replaced by a picture of ice cube. becaues rogues are ice cube.

    rogues are the best class ever in w.o.w they are perfect and own everything if your not a rogue your going to die because rogues own everything. If your a rogue and you have ever loss a battle then you need to petition in game and get blizzard to activate your "I-WIN" button again. Rogues are the best no class can contest.

    I cant beleive people think rogues are overpowered
    i cant beleive people actually try and FIGHT my rogue
    and i still cant beleive its not butter

    Jesus saves
    Rogues kill

    BOOOGA BOOOOGA BOOOGA B1TCH

    Rogues are teh roxxors you cross there path and you die

    I'M RICK JAMES B1TCH - credit to OP Boheris
     
     
    8/7/2005

    Buying success in online gaming

    As online gaming becomes increasingly popular, real-world trading of virtual items used in these games has rocketed. Dan Simmons finds out what happens when fantasy gaming meets cold, hard cash.
     
     
     

    With the spread of broadband connections, multi-player fantasy gaming, in which thousands of gamers can play simultaneously, has taken off.

    Stunning virtual worlds promise adventure and glory, often for a monthly access fee of around $10 to $15 (£6 to £8).

    The most popular titles have attracted more than three million subscribers. The social interaction between players often leads gamers to develop tight-knit communities, forming in-game allegiances.

    It is a formula that has also led to some seriously dedicated playing. Around 20 hours a week is the average.

    "You've got a lot more human emotions coming in to play, you're getting friends, a social group and you may have a social standing within the group," says Rhianna Pratchett, a gamer and games writer.

    "It can be very addictive and the hoarding of weapons or getting the best weapon or getting to the next level up or getting the next spell is addictive."

    One gamer in China even killed a fellow player over a sword used in an online game.

    Paying to win

    But dedicating so much time and effort is not the only route to success.

    Over the past year the trade in virtual items and currencies used in these online games has been booming, despite it being outlawed by most of the game producers.

    It is called the secondary market. Rather than relying on skill and guile, players can use cash to buy the items they need.

    Hundreds of dollars can change hands for anything from swords to flying carpets on auction sites such as eBay. And many online companies have started offering direct selling services.

    This year in Asia the amount of money changing hands for in-game goods is expected to be more than for the games themselves.

    But there has also been a backlash from many gamers.

    Matt Royle, who spends four to five hours a day playing World of Warcraft, says richer players are getting an unfair advantage.

    People who spend money to buy gold or weapons or even to have their characters levelled up are just plain cheaters, to be honest.

    "People who play for the real amount of time and for the gaming experience are getting a raw deal because other people come along and just ruin it with their high-level characters or their weapons that they haven't actually earned."

    And some experts, including lecturer and games consultant Professor Richard Bartle, who helped invent the first online multi-player game, agree.

    "Most of the players hate this kind of activity, really, really hate it. As far as they're concerned, they're playing a game," he says.

    "And if someone comes along and turns it from a game into work, they think: 'I work all day, and now my fun is being spoilt by these people buying success.'

    "You can't buy a gold medal and then claim you're the world high-jump champion. You have to jump something."

    Powerful market

    Sony Online Entertainment, responsible for EverQuest 2, at first tried to ban the trade in virtual artefacts. But just a few weeks ago it did a u-turn, opening up its own official trading site to US players, called Station Exchange.

    Chris Kramer, of Sony Online Entertainment, says: "The decision for our company to create Station Exchange was kind of a long road for us.

    "Over the last five years we've seen the secondary market for sales of virtual goods go from a few guys selling our characters on eBay to about $200m in sales annually.

    "We can no longer ignore a secondary market that has reached levels as high as that."

    Sony Online says it offers casual gamers who are time-poor a way to keep up with friends who play more often.

    It also gives new players the option of joining a version of the game that allows real-world trading or one that aims to control it.

    Some players clearly like the shortcuts that cash offers as well as the chance to make money.

    Rhianna Pratchett says: "It's always a kick when you find a great weapon in the game anyway, and if you're actually thinking: 'That's great, I can go and sell that on eBay and get myself some DVDs or buy my Mum birthday present' or whatever, I can imagine that can be a lot of fun."

    Trading in fantasy games can make you serious cash. One player made $4,000 in one month.

    With real money at stake, these virtual worlds are being used as very real sweatshops.

    In some countries, groups have been set up simply to collect valuable items and gold, a forbidden practice known as "farming".

    Others use automated programmes or bots to do the job, but the result is fewer in-game goodies for the genuine players.

    Taking action

    The gaming companies try to stop them, but it is unclear how much success they are having.

    Two online sales companies told us it was possible they were being supplied by "professional" players.

    One, which claimed to do 300 sales a day to World of Warcraft gamers, reassured me that I was unlikely to be banned from the game, or taken to court, if I traded with them.

    The games developers hold the intellectual rights to everything in the game. So, technically, even if you buy or sell gold or items, they are owned by the game's developer.

    Blizzard Entertainment, publishers of World of Warcraft, says it monitors what happens in-game as well as on the internet regarding real world trading of items, but it would not reveal how it does this.

    It says it has taken action against more than 1,000 players. While it does not support independent companies buying and selling its in-game creations, it has not yet decided what action to take about this problem.

    Blizzard estimates more than 90% of its own World of Warcraft subscribers disapprove of buying virtual items with real cash.

    Because most real world transactions are completed in-game between characters, some think they will never be stopped.

    Others believe the gaming hosts are not doing enough to curb it.

    For those who like to use their cash to get ahead, it enhances their gaming experience.

    But those seeking a level playing field, where success relies purely on skill and dedication, may soon be left high and dry, dreaming of a fantasy world.

    News Source: BBC News

    Screenshot: WorldofWar.net

    Game: World of Warcraft

    Hurricane caused tallest wave

    Hurricane Ivan generated a wave more than 90 feet (27 metres) high - thought to be the tallest and most intense ever measured - scientists have revealed.

     

    It would have dwarfed a 10-story building and had the power to snap a ship in half - but never reached land.

    The wave was recorded by sensors on the ocean floor as Hurricane Ivan passed over the Gulf of Mexico last September.

    The observations suggest prior estimates for extreme waves are too low, researchers warn in Science.

    Hurricane Ivan caused more than 100 deaths and left a trail of devastation as it swept over several Caribbean islands and part of the United States.

    As it moved over the Gulf of Mexico, it triggered sensors deployed by the Naval Research Laboratory to measure water pressure.

    Scientists at the Washington-based laboratory in the US used the data to calculate the extreme waves created under the eye of the storm.

    The distance between the crest of the biggest wave and its trough was 91 ft (27.7 metres) but they suspect the instruments missed some waves that were as tall as 132 ft (40 metres).

    The waves were bigger than expected, suggesting theoretical models of waves whipped up by hurricanes may have to be revised.

    "Our results suggest that waves in excess of 90 ft are not rogue waves but actually are fairly common during hurricanes," lead author Dr David Wang, told the BBC News website.

    He said that since hurricane activity is predicted to increase over the next few decades, more research like this needs to be carried out.

    The 91 ft wave was the largest individual wave measured with instruments in US waters, he added.

    It echoes the wave depicted in the film, The Perfect Storm, which was 100 ft tall. The story is based on the 1991 storm off Gloucester, Massachusetts, which was one of the strongest in recorded history.

    Source: BBC News

     
    8/4/2005

    Too funny

    The little things that my friends say that keep me cracking up, and smiling,  on a daily basis...take a look:
     
     
    lizfaith: wait...
    lizfaith: the guy says he irish.italian but then his little picture thing in the corner is celebrating black history month
    lizfaith: is that odd?
    Brklyn204: LMAO
    Brklyn204: omg liz i roll in my chair when you speak
    lizfaith: LOL
    Brklyn204: You know no matter how hard you search and talk to men, there is only one Michael
    lizfaith: haha I know but that one Michael will never fall in love with me, so I am stuck sorting out the close to, but no cigar Michaels and the other peices of shit that roam the earth
    Brklyn204: am i really that different?
    Brklyn204: than most that is?
    lizfaith: comon, you are what every girl desires
    lizfaith: your a complete sweetheart
    Brklyn204: how so, and why if that were the case, some don't see that?
    lizfaith: and no, i am not going over the top...... YOU ARE
    lizfaith: because, girls are idiots
    lizfaith: and you are because you are considerate, a great listener, romantic, sweet, and most importantly--- a good friend
    Brklyn204: damn liz, maybe we can get married afterall
    Brklyn204: wink wink
    Brklyn204: :-)
    lizfaith: lol
    lizfaith: ass don't tease me
    Brklyn204: haha, you know I'd never do that
    lizfaith: lol
    lizfaith: rioghhhhhhht
    Brklyn204: teehee
    lizfaith: I started typing something, but then got distracted and I've competely forgotten what I was about to tell you...
    lizfaith: oh yes! i remember
    Brklyn204: tell me
    lizfaith: so it appears I might be in brooklyn on saturday
    lizfaith: if i call you to come save me, will you?
    Brklyn204: if that means kicking someone's ass liz, no i'm only violent when im pushed to the limits
    Brklyn204: but for you, ill take 20 dollars and lunch
    lizfaith: lol
    Brklyn204: lol
    lizfaith: what happened to my Knight? at one point way long ago you said you would do it for free
    Brklyn204: well, times are rough nowadays..i need to make my money somehow
    lizfaith: heh well, I forgot how to have sex..... can i pay you to teach me?
    lizfaith: lol
    Brklyn204: LOL
    Brklyn204: umm, that's too much info Liz
    lizfaith: LOL
    lizfaith: yeah, well I was offering you a job
    lizfaith: geez
    Brklyn204: hahahahahahaha
     
    I can write a comedy on my experiences and my friends just from daily conversation.  And you thought Seinfeld was funny?  This is just the tip of the iceberg.  Hehehe
     

    Why do men have nipples?

    Ever wonder why your teeth chatter when you're cold, or if you could catch a disease from sitting on a toilet seat?

    Billy Goldberg, a New York physician, will have his book "Why Do Men Have Nipples?" hit book stores on Tuesday. The book, subtitled, "Hundreds of Questions You'd Only Ask a Doctor After Your Third Martini," is co-authored by humorist Mark Leyner.

    Chattering teeth is one way the body tries to generate heat. When the body gets too cold, the area of the brain called the hypothalamus alerts the rest of the body to begin warming up. Shivering, the rapid muscle movement that generates heat, then begins. Teeth chattering represents localized shivering.

    During the course of their research regarding toilet seats, Goldberg and Leyner found reports of gonorrhea, pinworm and roundworm found on toilet seats -- although, catching something is rare. The authors discovered that an office setting might be worse for your health than toilet seats. Microbiologist Charles Gerba found the typical office desk harbors some 400x more disease-causing bacteria than the average toilet seat.

    ...More Questions...

    "What causes morning breath?"
    "Why do beans give you gas?"

    Morning breath results from anaerobic bacteria, the xerostomia (dry mouth) or the volatile sulfur compounds (waste products from the bacteria). Other contributing factors: medication, alcohol, sugar, smoking, caffeine, and dairy products.

    Beans contain high percentages of sugars that our bodies are unable to digest.
    When the sugars make it to the intestines, bacteria go to work and start producing large amounts of gas.

    And if you're ever bitten by a poisonous snake, sucking at the bite to remove the poison, as often shown in the movies is not only ineffective, but could lead to an infection. Instead, the bite should be washed with soap and water and immobilized. The bitten area should also be kept lower than the heart. Medical help should be sought immediately.

    And why do men have nipples? While only females have mammary glands, we all start out in a similar way in the embryo. The embryo follows a female template until about 6 weeks, when the male sex chromosome kicks in. Men, however, have already developed nipples.


    Source: Reuters